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| Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! I dont update!!! Well yeah....I dont....however, I am doing fine getting into school....got a job..getting my car fixed...lol....I'm finally on track....HAHAHAHAHAH!!! Bitches! Finally putting my smarts to use...took my ass long enough.....I think its my church....I'm getting better though....I'm messaging for no reason right now though.....since I'm sure everyone is on myspace by now....LOL!
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| Its been a while. Its okay....I hate me too. So I spend my nights getting drunk and not paying any attention to the world around me. You see....I am regularly harrassed by my own moral compass, the girlie is harrassed by her old....ummm...."flame" so to speak, and it seems her myspace is now not quite as private as it once was. I am still looking for the good in everything and everyone....I keep saying that I give up....I keep saying that I have no hope for people at all and that Im a big depressed ball of hate, when the truth is that I am in actuality the most optimistic person I know....but, I do hate me.....its okay to do so. I feel that now I have a better reason, and so does anyone who reads this, or any other blog associated with me, and any females that have any knowledge of me whatsoever. Listen....I don't care if you hate me.....just don't hate the girlie....and please, please do it to me, not to people I know. If I said I love you all I wouldn't be lying but I don't expect my feelings to be reciprocated....I am in the wrong in all respects, shit, by all means kill me...I wanna say I won't care....but like i said earlier....heh....you know I love you all, and its hard to not care about what the people you love think and say. Talk to me if you understand what I mean...you know? Gimme a call or something.....tell me you hate me....tell me you love me....fuck it....tell me whatever you want.....just tell me....I'm tired of being the only one not knowing how everyone feels. You have to try it out. I guess you all think I don't see or can't hear....oh...and I'm really tired of people trying to tell me how hara feels....cuz I live with him....we talk....I know how he feels.....everytime shes around....sigh.....I'm tired....I'm gonna go take a nap or something. | | |
| The wounds on your hands never seem to heal
I thought all I needed was to believe
Here am i, a lifetime away from you
The blood of christ, or the beat of my heart
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes
Senseless years thunder by
Millions are willing to give their lives for you
Does nothing live on?
Learning to cope with feelings aroused in me
My hands in the soil, buried inside of myself
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again
I’ll go walking in circles
While doubting the very ground beneath me
Trying to show unquestioning faith in everything
Here am i, a lifetime away from you
The blood of christ, or a change of heart
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes
My love wears forbidden colours
My life believes in you once again
Ryuichi Sakamoto and David Sylvian.......Forbidden Colours
Sakamoto is a genius and his music is so beautiful as to bring you to tears....^^;
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| 02. miss you w/ melody. & Yamamoto Ryohei
Romaji by: cori
DJ play that music louder, onegai
BOOM CLAP BOOM BOOM BOOM CLAP X2
* futari de iru no ni I miss you
chikaku ni itemo Boy I miss you
sukoshi dake baby (the cold crush lover is here)
moshikashite maybe (the ryuusei's flowin this year)
ki ga kawaru mae ni rock with you
soshite kyou mo kono mama with you
doko made (mou) sukoshi dake
soshite asa made Uh Uh Uh in this atmosphere
Don't know why this love gotta be muzukashii
I'm the uchuu no Super lover BA-BARU na noni
Don't know why this TAKAHASHI TAKU no beat
Gotta be so fly with Ryouhei to melody... Now listen
I don't know why kimi no kijun wa
totemo high nanimo kamo so uptight
are mo kore mo PUREZENTO saretemo
Baby you don't know
sore dake ja nai yo
I don't know why sukima no nai mayoi no nai
taido is that PURAIDO?
cash or card kane de kaeru mono nan demo
ataetemo she always says no
I gave her this, I gave her that
kagireru mono wa
yume no you dakedo diamond rings are not forever
name anything, uchuusen that blings
just anything tsuki no hikari made mo
so baby come close to me
Ooh, baby can't you see
wakatte hoshii this is my kimochi
Ooh tell me, tell me cuz gendo nante nai
suki na mono buy shite la la la la la la
Ooh, you say that you miss me
but call mo nai shi
jaa doushite hoshii girl
Ooh oshiete so I can do it right
So tonight, you and I can just uh uh
* repeat
BOOM CLAP BOOM BOOM BOOM CLAP X2
One... Tokyo minute de miseru love
I gotta lotta of it ma, dynamite bakuhatsu love
kimi wa HOT! HOT! ...doushitara ii n deshou ka?
cafe mocha HOT! HOT! ...daremo ga furimuite jealousy
tokechimau ze ATSUATSU She killin me la la la...
masumasu like Stevie, signed sealed DERIBARI-
suki na koto do it baby, kuchibeni nutte can we
majime ni futari de rock rock? If you don't mind
Ooh I'll tell you what this is all about
Your money ja kaenai mono dakara
demo (Oh!) mitai mitai your hohoemi
and hear your melody
la la la la la la
How can I can I tsutaereba ii?
Just spend some time with me
jikan ga nai so please
moshi maji nara futari gotta be
gotta be? loving and huggin and uh uh
* repeat
DJ play that music louder, onegai
Ooh How You Like Me Now, 2013(ni-sen juusan)nen SUTAIRU, m-flo's lovin' us now
La La kikoete kitara Come and get me
No, cuz this ain't no joke, you deserve it all, and I'm treating you right girl!
The way I'm livin' is 5 stars, sugoku large
chou-mirai, kou go kitai
Girl, you my type...what's your namae?
tomaranai pull over!
Throw ya, hands up in the air, kono ban
Girl, nagareboshi mita you na feeelin de Uh
sono hitomi ni hamatteta ze, itsunomanika because
I'm bound to wreck your body and say turn the party out
I'm bound to wreck your body and say turn the party out
I'm bound to wreck your body and say turn the party out
Tell me why doushite surechigatte iku no?
(why don't we kiss no more)
mou itsunomanika futari wa
(so far apart, tell me)
dou sureba ii no baby girl?
(Uh, How you feelin me now?)
We should be vibin' forever | | |
| Name: Jesse Butler Jr.
D.O.B: 8/21/1985
Nationality: American
Ethnicity: Black
Height: 5' 7
Weight: 149
Hometown: Sarasota, Florida
Favorites: Color: Blue
Food: Cheesecake
Games: Racing
Hobby: Reading/Learning
Dislikes: Work, Raisins, Insects (of most types), Bills, Me
Successes: Talking....and Useless Knowledge....that is really about it.
Failures: A lot......no really.
Hopes for the Future: I have a somehow surviving hope of being someone
in the grand scheme of things, even though it doesn't always seem that
way. I feel like I have to do it for the many other things that I
haven't done my best at.
Aspirations for the near Future: Get a good job after school and find a nice joint in a nice part of town......definitely.
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